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    Sunday, November 30, 2003 6:31 PM


    [[ currently spinning __* The Scientist / Coldplay

    Woo.. Juz woke up.. Bo pian.. Reached home at 8am this morning.. Ytd t0n .. okayz. . Ytd meet tat and weiliang at boon lay mrt.. As usual they were late. lolZ~ Why guys so ai mei eh ?!! Then g0 long john eat.. Slack.. See newspapers.. Then wei liang g0 home l0h.. Me and tat g0 gay's church [[ city-harvest ]] OMG!! Kanna forced de.. Then we went there late le..Service start le then Gay cant come out to meet us. lolz~. . Then we stuck out side the auditorium.. Dun dare go in.. FInally see someone go in.. Then we follow. LOL~~~ So ps sia.. Big auditorium and so many eyes.. THen we go up to the last row.. Peng.. Like so extra!! They d0 wad we oso blur.. OMg!!! Then mun tat was giving me those "DUH" face.. Then they pray in tongues.. Worse.. Finally it was over!! THen gay come up find us.. Ask us wait f0r him there.. He wanna go find his gf, Ms hoe. lOL~ .. Then we mai sit there.. Went to first floor slack.. Walk ard.. Sit at sofa r0t.. Then gay come.. Ask us meet his cel grp frens... Me and tat WANTED TO KILL HIM~. lolZ!!.. BUt bo pian.. THen self intr0 and shit.. bla bla.. THen 2 peeps t0t we couple again!! OMg.. my taste s0 bad? lolz!.. Plus why they so simple minded!! Come together means couple? lolZ~ Kk.. then went to coffee sh0p opposite.. Eat supper!! Then decide where t0 go.. tat dun let us go his hse. say cannot. lolZ.. Badd sia.. Then finally.. decide g0 clementi walk pasar malam.. This time where g0t open!! Buut no where else to go.. TAke 99 down. Zzz .. Then really close le.. HAhaz.. Walk ard.. g0 mac use toilet.. Then tat go buy sharkfins soup. LOL~ .. Sat at the stairs outside mac.. Peng.. At there nua and slack.. We damn loveee to slack . At there tok tok tok.. Damn funny.. TOk abt everyting under the sun.. Then tell ghost stories.. Tok till the pasar malam lites off le. lolz .. Then me and perry say go cine watch midnite wishing stairs.. But gay and clement WEAK AND SCARE. lolZ~!!! Then gay parent call.. He say he going to watch movie.. They bo kp.. Then he say go loh.. lolZ.. Tat bluff his parent say he on bus. lolZ!!! Jokes.. THen perry at there make the bus n0ise. lol!!! Then wanna go seph hse.. but nahz in the end.. Then go walk ard clementi.. Zzz.. Then perry say g0 his hse s11 slack.. But dunno why in the end still take cab go cine.. lolZ.. made it for da nx sh0w .. buy drinks then g0 in. ZzzZ..Show starts. lolZz.. Gay and tat damn scare. actually me oso lar.. altho moi second time watching.. Ahaha.. Then that 2 hide under their shirts. LOL!~~~~~~~~~~ Omg.. Guys .. Then after the sh0w.. All dun dare to go home . lolz.. Decided to ton le.. And oso no money fer cab.. 4+ le mahz.. ren abit loh. . Then we walk down orchard road.. g0 see aquas. OMG!! They are disgustings.. EEww.. We walk to and fro a few times . LOL~~~~ I tink they recognise us sia.. Ps like f.. Then we say further up, opposite orchard plaza hotel .. SLack and nua.. Wanted to g0 boatquay slack. But no m0ney take cab. ZZZZZZZZ Then sit there.. Cock abit .. Perry kip wanna go home c0z he t0day g0t work.. In the end he decided to take leave. lolZ .. Then we walk back to cine .. Zz .. On the way, played with th0se displays outside sh0pping centre .. Went in cine.. Security tell us close le. lolZ.. Bo pian.. Slack outside cheers.. wait fer first bus.. Then took bus.. We all peng on bus le.. + so cold.. Cant slp well.. arGhz.. Took till je.. Change bus went home at 8am lohz.. DAY BRITE LE!! hahahaz.. Then slp till n0w.. =\



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    Saturday, November 29, 2003 6:09 PM


    [[ currently spinning __* Purest Of Pain / Son By 4

    back to bl0g le.. s0rry .. Too lazy the past 2 days..
    Kkies.. The day b4 .. Cs intr0 us some factory w0rk.. Hmm.. Went je to fill up applicati0n f0rm .. Me and gay share cab g0 down.. Shun lu mahz.. Wait for him till late. GHOST FACE SUX.. lolZ!! Yea.. Then chee siong weiliang eng hui and tat all there le ? Fill fill then hand up .. Then went jp .. Gay say fiesta sushi Employing.. We g0 ask loh .. Then they dun wan so many.. Sian half.. Walk abit.. Then weiliang and enghui gtg meet dunno hu .. Then me tat cs and gay go eat.. Then called up the ikea one.. Then they say tml then g0 for interview.. Wtf.. Kip tml .. Suan le.. THen see newspaper.. Orchard like alot of lobangs? Then sit 502 go loh.. Cs halfway alight.. And went home. lolZ.. Left me gay and tat.. Went cine.. dun haf =s .. Went heeren for a number of interviews.. The lemongrass thai restaurant... THe manager say if we wanna w0rk.. Muz dye back our hair BLACK!! Me and tat was like "NO WAY!" l0lz.. THen went sakae fill up applicati0n.. Till today no news.. 4get it .. Then went fareast.. Every where is either no nid so many or filled up le.. Blaa. . Then g0 eat toast bread.. Yumz.. Then go take fotostickers.. LOL~~~~~~ Is really can luff till die.. Can't wait to scan.. Then went to ramen sh0p.. Liew.. Me not enuff age!! arGhx .. THen walk walk.. Cs called tat.. Say fact0ry hiring 4.. Actually is me tat gay and him.. Then needa bring ic. FORGET IT . Then weiliang d0 loh.. They call and ask can hire 0ne more person an0t .. Then can.. Eh can d0 le lohz .. Gay wanna jump grass sia. LOL~ .. bad . Then take mrt go back.. I ask tat sacrifice dun w0rk. LOL~~ Bad.. THen act angry .. Damn funny. Chao gay going to cell grp. GAY SIA.. Then snatch his fone msg the cell grp leader.. Say he dun go le. LOL~.. But he insist sia.. GAY sia.. Bth him .. Then alight at lakeside.. WEnt home..
    Ytd They working to 3.30pm de.. But dunno whyz.. Change to 3.30 start untill 11pm .. HUH?! then tat say cannot pei me go find jobs le.. I sian half.. THen at the aftern0on.. They say wanna quit.. LOL~~~ Say the working environment sux. HAhaz.. Tat and gay b0th.. Peng sia.. Then they go mun tat hse.. GAy going to cell grp again.. Cannot go out.. Slacked at home chiong gb. Piang.. Actually meeting perry to pass him v200 but raining.. then i say other day loh.. CHiong gb till 6am today again.. PIANG.. Help mun tat get his mummy hair.. lolZ~.. He got it le.. Previous one mysteriously disappear? hahahaz.. Tired!! Wake up and played again!! OMg.. Actually got go out de.. But me and tat slp till too late? Gay going church.. ~.~ .. Maybe at nite then meet bahz. =D



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    Thursday, November 27, 2003 12:25 AM


    [[ currently spinning __* UNwell / Matchb0x 20

    Spent the aftern0on gunbounding. lolZ~Tat call, ask wanna g0 out.. THey wanna find j0b.. But in the end tat dun wanna g0 c0z he dunno wl frenz or smth.. Suan le bahz..Chiong gb.. Then late afternoon met gay at jp.. pei him collect his fone and take back m0i v200.. as usual , mun tat is late. Wahz.. Nokia care the que long. Wait till peng.. Then we inside keep sia suay gay. LOL~ Finally d0ne!! ZzZ .. Then g0 foodcourt eat.. whole day starving le.. =S Then take bus g0 queensway.. ON bus can luff till peng.. Cha0 gay, last time food poisoning call ambulance to bring him g0. WTF sia.. LOL~ lame sia.. Luff till almost die .. Kk.. went queensway find m0i pink addidas sh0e.. Ass.. Like every sh0p dun haf le.. Sad sia .. Now can buy le then dun haf.. wtf.. Then gay and mun tat asked almost every sh0p whether they wanna hire pple mahz.. BUt dun haf .. Sad yea? Hahaz.. g0t one sh0p but muz work 6 mths.. + long w0rking hr.. FORGET IT MAN.. Walk till almost every shop cl0se le.. Then we g0 ikea.. Go the cafe.. They hiring!! Hahaz.. But muz g0 da interview tml .. Then muz w0rk 6 mths.. But we 3 tinking alike sia.. LOL~.. Then we turn at there say : oei.. we work 2 mths then run road. WHAHaz.. Then okay set.. Tml going back .. whahaaz.. But i 15!! lIew.. Not even g0t ic.. Nvm.. Lending from someone.. Hope can get it.. Liew.. =\ Then they g0 ask ikea wanna hire pple an0t.. Ikea hiring pple to fix christmas trees or smth.. Suitable f0r guys.. lolZ~ Then they leave their numbers.. But tat weak. LOL .. Then we g0 anchor point walk.. Every sh0ps close le.. Then we sit outside.. Slack and tok .. Discuss abt our future. LOL~~~ Then walk slowly to bus st0p.. Then took bus h0me l0hz.. ZzzZZ... Tat alight at m0i there .. Then pei him wait f0r bus.. Lucky bus come early.. Tired!!!


    LOL!! GHOST PIC!! Nahz.. Gay, last time. LOL~~~ Chio ka peng.

    __moOd *





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    Wednesday, November 26, 2003 12:49 AM


    [[ currently spinning __* That's the way it is / Celine Di0n

    Din update ytd and the day b4 c0z was pretty bz these few days.. As i said, hav0c le mahz.. LOL~ Kk.. The day b4 went to bugis with gt and chang.. zZz.. me and gt wait for chang at Je control f0r so long.. He hao yi si sia.. Zzz.. Then finally come le l0hz.. Went bugis.. Eat Mos burger.. Yumzz.. Long time no eat le.. Wo shi milk tea queen!!.. Hahaz.. Then we g0 take foto stickers.. As usual lar.. GIRLS mahz.. Then walk walk awhile.. bugis l0ts of nice things.. But no money =D.. Then quite early we left le l0hz.. Gt went to meet her mum at clementi.. Then me and chang g0 down je play cs.. AGAIn no one playing.. Wtf yea? So played battle realm but g0t error. ZZZ.. Bo pian.. left with warcraft.. Sianz.. Then jimmy came meet us after his badmint0n.. c0z we wanna go play pool.. Then none of us 16 le. lolz.. Kip call pple.. BUt nobody lehz.. FInally j0el on. whahaz.. So we 3 went to bukit timah there meet him.. USual pool place.. Love it lots..Got small cafe liddat de.. Hee.. Long time no g0..and So long nv play le.. Skills all rust like fark le.. zZz.. Hahaz.. Keep on lame j0el. =P Me bad mahz.. Whahaz.. Then abt 11+ pm then we left l0h.. Reached h0me at 12 + am l0h.. THen chiong gunbound with me mun tat seph and chang.. LOL~... Chiong till 4 am plus.. Chang and seph weak.. slp first.. Then me and tat chiong till 6.30am. LOL~ Funnnnnnnn .. Then g0 koon le.. Ytd w0ke up at 12.30 pm+ .. means i slp for 6 hr nia.. Stup perry lar.. Msg me.. Wake me up.. Then tat call.. Confirm time etc.. Met gay at lakeside to pass him my v200 fone.. His fone repair mahz.. I kind.. Lend him l0hz.. Mum dunno =x If she noe i sure die.. WAHAHA.. Wei da yea? Wait for him at lakeside so blardy long.. Pek sia.. Then tat reach boon lay le.. First time he punctual. LOLLLL~ Buying lottery. Then that gay finally come.. BUt he n0t going with us.. He going kenneth bdae or smth.. Hmmz.. Then sit there tok cock abit.. Perry come.. Left with him g0 meet tat and enghui l0h.. SAt mrt.. Sibei n0isy and funny.. Keep gossip .. As usual, perry always alot of lame j0kes.. =D .. Then we wanna alight that time, he shout EXCUSE so loud. LOL~ Coz in front alot of pple block. Lolz.. Ps sia.. Kk.. Reach orchard.. Went cine.. Buy tix.. Watching looney tunes.. Then go bk eat.. Then g0 take neocards. IS DAMN FUNNY! lolz!!!!!! Vibrant smile. LOL~~~~~ Chio ka peng.. lOok at it oso can luff. WAHAHAHAZ~ .. Perry so LOL~. Then walk at cine abit.. Went heeren walk oso.. Perry g0 ask pierce tongue h0w much.. Liew.. 75.. Ex w0rz.. =S .. AND SO PAIN!!.. hMmz.. Walk here and there.. THen crap and crap.. luff and luff.. Went singtel sh0p see fone.. Then time's up le l0hz.. Went back cine.. Go watch movie.. The sh0w is damn funny and cute.. Not bad lar.. w0rth it .. Then stupid perry keep throwing pop corns at me and tat thruout the sh0w. lolZ.. Then after sh0w finish.. We walk orchard road. LOOK AT LITES.. Din noe where t0 go mahz. WAHAHAz.. Finally decided to g0 eat porridge l0hz.. Sit bus down t0 china town.. Eat.. Nice lehz.. Then again many lame tings happen.. Can luff till die.. Then g0 outram park take mrt.. Wanted t0 go take back hp from gay de.. at his hse there.. Then alight at je.. wanna take bus to his hse l0hz.. But decided n0t to.. c0z mum shd be slp le.. s0 late le mah.. Then g0 take rounding.. Some passenger quarrel with driver drama. Zzz.. Then 98a .. Sianz.. Kanna chase down bus. ZZz.. Then change bus at ulu jurong there.. Mun tat bus s0 fast come.. Left me perry and eh l0h.. Zzz.. Wait so f long f0r 98 !!!!!!!!!!!!! arGhz.. Then pek .. So shag somemore.. But finally come le.. Then g0 home.. Juz came back lohz.. =)



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    Sunday, November 23, 2003 8:57 PM


    [[ currently spinning __* Closer t0 me / 5ive

    Today sh0 early g0 home.. Every0ne tired mahz.. Gay oso sick. =S Ke lian sia.. 0ne person w0rk factory.. ULU somemore.. Feel sorry fer him .. =S .. Today s0 early that weak wake up le.. 12+ ? Yea.. Then met him and enghui at sch there .. Then we g0 may art .. WAited.. Lots of pple at every saloon sia.. Then we g0 may art.. The m0re high class de.. LOL~ Coz tat dun trust pple easily le. WHAHA.. Then price oso =S .. Then me oso d0 loh.. Dye + highlight.. knn.. Hair wanna sp0il le.. Tat d0 a dark colour l0hz.. Then eng hui g0 home first.. Lazy t0 wait f0r us. LOL.. Then me and tat.. Macham sisters.. hahahaz.. Tat finished first.. Hmmz.. His hair big diff l0hz.. Not like ytd g0lden li0n le.. Hee.. Today de .. Much better.. Nice!! Brown.. Woo!! Then mine 0ne.. Wash finish le.. WOO!!!! NICER!! LOlz.. *bhb* Hahaz.. But really mahz.. I damn like it.. my ideal colour.. NICEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! I've gained c0nfidence in life. WAHAHZ.. Kua zhang yea? But hair like g0nna spoil le.. s0 dry.. dye so many times.. Piangz.. But really satisfied.. 100 lehz.. Wad d0 u expect..Quite w0rth it th0u..Money dad give mahz.. kekez.. For my bdae de.. but heck lar.. But tat more rich.. Ytd 50, today 50 again.. ASs sia.. BUt we b0th happy.. HAHAHA~ By the time eng hui come back le .. Then we g0 kopitiam eat.. Called gay.. He sick dun wanna c0me.. Then wanna eat finish le... he call us.. say wanna g0 fix hp.. Then we pei him g0 jp l0h.. Woo.. Kept asking them my hair nice an0t. LOL! Wanna irritate mun tat like wad he did ytd. ASs sia.. Okayz.. Waited at bus stop at kfc there f0r gay.. Knn.. stay s0 near take s0 long. Lolz~ He came then we take bus d0wn.. Today no sit cab at all.. Gd.. Save money.. Hahaz.. Reach jp le.. Then g0 nokia care.. CLose le.. Gay wanna faint le.. LOL~ He damn suay.. f0r no reason hp sp0il.. Haiya.. 6610 lousy sia.. alwiz liddat le.. Then i ask that person still g0t where open.. Then he see us ke lian.. Help gay fix.. but his attitude is damn buay s0ng.. We all at there damn dulan.. Then he say gay hp kanna water.. but n0 mah ? Dunno lar.. In the end 3 days later then can take.. c0z corrosion? wtf.. Gay more depressed. LOL~ Then perry say come meet us.. Sianz.. Muz wait s0 long.. Walk jp rounds.. g0 pei tat and eng hui find ear ring t0 replace their stud.. Finally tat b0ught one.. Wanted t0 go mrt there sit de.. then can help him take out his stud.. But mrt there s0 many ah neis.. Go carpark instead l0h.. Juz reached then perry and shan fu come le.. Hahaz.. Sit there talk cock.. Help tat take out and put the ring.. Surprise he nv cry 0r scream ! LOL~ Then talk till sky dark le.. Damn funny.. can luff till die.. Gay let perry lame.. I let perry lame. FOREVER one sia.. l0lz~ Then saw someting flying in the sky with many colour lights .. We still tot UFO. LOL~ Then gay at there sh0ut.. Sia0z.. Then we g0 further up see l0h.. Dunno wad oso.. but g0t pple control de lar? Nice siaz.. See awhile.. Then perry hungry.. wanna g0 jp eat.. Then in the end shan fu and him nia.. me tat enghui and gay went h0me first l0hz... we 3 take same bus mahz.. + all tired.. Nv go eat with them l0hz.. SIANZ~ Perhaps slping soon.. i love my hair !! hahaz.. Heng come h0me parents nv sc0ld.. Still say nice. LOL!.. I wore cap when i came h0me.. Then later tell them the truth better.. If n0t they sure ask where my money go. =S Mum ask me dun w0rk.. Say dun anyh0w spend money jiu hao le.. haaz.. She cann0t bear to let me w0rk sia. =P but n0 money !! i Needa buy lots of things lehz. =\ Ting found a j0b.. But dun wanna d0.. c0z i wanna g0 out !! =P gone.

    __moOd *



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    2:42 AM


    [[ currently spinning __* Stay The Same / Joey Mclytyre

    hahaz.. At last din t0n oso.. At tat hse slack.. Watch tv.. Damn funny sia.. Saw some mummy sh0w on scv. LAME sia.. Luff till peng.. Then eat supper.. Everything throw at tat room. LOL~ zZz.. 2 le.. Then gay had t0 g0 home.. Then we 5 pple.. Can`t share cab mahz.. Eng hui sacrifice stay at tat hse l0hz.. Then we hail cab.. Tat hse ULU sia.. Perry alight.. Then me gay and r0nald alight at lakeside mrt.. Heng g0t money.. Haz.. Walked h0me with them.. SIanz.. Tml gonna g0 out.. Probably highlighting ma hair... c0z mun tat wanna re-d0 his f up hair.. Wanna re-dye.. Wtf sia.. Waste m0ney.. Might as well give me yea? Nvm.. These few days hav0c le sia.. Nvm.. I LOVE IT!! Woo.. THis is me maNz.. GREAT!!! Wun sian and r0t at home le.. Haaz.. Gone..



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    Saturday, November 22, 2003 10:55 PM


    [[ currently spinning __* Guilty / Blue

    Now at mun tat hse.. waiting f0r that bastard to wash his GOLD hair. hahaz.. Afternoon met gay at boon lay mrt.. Then g0 walk walk at jp.. g0 toysurus c0z Gay wanna play barbie dolls. LOL!.. Nahz.. Jk.. Then mun tat came l0hz.. Then we talk cab d0wn to sch there meet Eng hui.. Then pei that tat g0 saloon dye hair.. Zzz.. I helped him choose colour .. LOL! Then th0se shop pple tot i his gf. OMG!! Taste s0 bad meHz? Then he dye and highlight his hair.. Sat there wait.. Zzz.. THen gay pei enghui g0 pierce ear.. Me with mun tat at the saloon l0hz.. He looks like a dick head yea? WHAHA! Then they came back.. Mun tat n0t done yet.. SIANZ.. Then gay and eh g0 opp. see stunt bike competition.. Zzz.. Hui Si came with her mum t0 cut hair.. Then gay and eh came back.. Gay leaving le.. He going church with perry [ dunno perry at where that time..zZz ].. Then later then meet us.. Zzz.. Kip ask them dun go still wanna g0..Gay left.. SIANZ..Mun tat finally finished his hair d0.. KNN! SUPER GOLD!!! WAHZ!! Din expect it to turn out diz way.. but damn nice.. But that mun tat keep damn stressed up.. Say too gold... Arghz.. Irritated us.. Keep on ask us nice an0t.. LOL~ Tell him s0 many times le.. But its really damn g0ld l0h.. WOO!! I jealous. whahaz.. Then took bus down orchard.. walk abit.. g0 emerald eat.. Then after that g0 arcade upstairs.. n0 one playing cs.. s0 dun wanna play l0hz..See ard.. then left le.. Hahaz.. Go dial-a-c0ke.. Zzz Then hail cab.. Wait quite long.. Mun tat ALL THE WAY kip kb-ing abt his hair.. Say wanna g0 home and wash..Then wun so brite.. HAhahaz~ Then anything l0hz.. Cab finally come.. as usual.. Luffing like sia0 on the cab.. Toking abt why mun tat call mun tat.. Hahaz.. Finally reached mun tat hse.. Perry and gay oso coming here.. Mun tat Mum sh0cked. LOL~.. Too gold.. HIs dad was luffing.. Kkies.. Now waiting f0r mun tat to wash his hair.. He washed it 10 times le.. Waste money rite? Might as well give me da 50 bucks.. but quite cheap lar.. For dying and highlighting.. Worth it man.. But the outcome sh0cking a bit lar.. Hahaz.. Eng hui using da com behind me.. Zzz.. Sianz.. Gonna t0n later perhaps.. tml then update bahz =D

    __moOd * ZzZ..



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    3:18 AM


    [[ currently spinning __* Behind Blue Eyes / Linkin Park

    Zzz.. Juz came h0me.. See da time bel0w.. Zz.. Yea.. Nv update in da afternoon c0z was practically slacking in fr0nt of da com. =S Playing gunbound and stuff.. At late afternoon call mun tat.. Kor [shanfu] at his hse t0o.. Then ask him g0 out.. Bla bla.. He called perry.. Then we g0 meet him l0hz, fan zhen he oso after w0rk le.. Met tat and gay at Boon lay .. Kenneth 0so ther.. Kor went h0me.. Then took cab d0wn to cityhall and gave kenneth a lift h0me.. On cab we damn n0isy.. making j0kes and talking abt the past.. LOL~ Yea.. Saw the bungee 0n da way!! wOO!! Excited.. Looks damn nice! Ok.. Reached cityhall le.. Fark walk t0 suntec.. Stup gay and tat.. Dunno h0w to alight at suntec. lolZ~ Then g0 suntec.. Met Perry and Ronald.. Go suntec de foodcourt f0r dinner.. Damn funny.. Mother [perry] as usual.. LOUD ! ps sia.. =x But really damn funny.. Then after that dunno wanna g0 where.. Sit at fountain there discuss.. THen j0ke here and there as usual..Decided t0 go marina square play pool.. Walked there.. Pass by da place perry w0rk. Then g0 da pool place.. NO TABLE. Full.. Sark .. Watched gay and tat play arcade instead.. Hahaz.. Then after that went d0wn mac sit and drink.. CRAPPED again.. Perry wanted t0 put gold teeth. LOL~~~~ Luff till die.. g0 out with them damn fun.. WHAHAAz.. Then gay needa g0 home.. Took mrt back.. Then perry LOUD again. sia suay sia.. but damn funny.. Then someone hp.. Keep ringing.. Somemore is the n0kia default tune.. HAHA.. Then perry say : Pls pick up ur fone! .. Wahz.. l0lz! We all cover face. LOL~ Kip ringing sia.. Fark manz.. Irritating.. Then i repeat in chi.. PErry kip on say sia..Sibei sia suay.. Pple luff at us somemore..LOL~.. but still that person dun pick.. Dunno hu sia.. Then perry play his oso.. WHAHAHAZ.. Then hum along.. WAH ! .. Luff till alm0st die.. Then reach lakeside.. We drag tat out too.. Hahaz.. Sit at stati0n there t0k.. AWHILE.. then perry left.. Me pei tat g0 take 99. Far from my home sia.. but nvm c0z i drag him out of mrt de mahz.. hahaz.. Cb.. THen heavy rain the m0ment we step out. ~ !! We macham drenched like fark.. LOL~ Then wh0le body drench le rain st0p. ZzzZZ~ Reached da bus st0p.. Smth sad happeN.. Zzz.. Then i din wanna g0 home.. tat suggest g0 take 99 rounding.. In the end we end up at clementi.. HaHz.. Then g0 there supper.. Zzz.. ALready past midnite. Then we walk all da way t0 Jurong east there fr0m clementi.. Sadded manz.. Haiz... Talk l0ts of stuff and shk l0hz.. Leg damn suanz le.. hahz.. Then take cab fr0m je g0 home.. Zzz.. THen n0w then back.. GOnna slp soon.. Shag.. g0in out tml again.. SAD. really dunn0 wad to say..... Too late f0r regrets i guess..

    __moOd * Disappointed..



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    Friday, November 21, 2003 2:45 AM


    [[ currently spinning __* Stacey's Mom / Fountains of Wayne

    LIEW!! Din win the Linkin Park Cd today.. Stupid 98.7.. Had to play My december.. KAO!! Din tot 0f it!! Arghx.. Jas0n wanna helped but stunned too.. Din win..s0 sad.. Nvm.. Juz finished gunbounding.. Brr.. Suddenly mood swing.. feeling down n0w.. Weird me.. Whole day slacked in front 0f com again after i woke up at 6pm. =s Played fairyland.. Fun sia..!! Graphics oso r0cks.. =D Hahaz.. Damn siaNz n0w.. Tink gonna slp s0on.. c0z tml will be g0ing out.. Haiz.. Anyway, changed my blog s0ng again!! =S Dun want some pple to MUTE their c0m when they visit. LOL~ okok.. Today is da last day 0f the sec 4 os!! YAY!! Cheer fer them.. =D All e best.. *gonex*

    __moOd * Er..




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    Thursday, November 20, 2003 12:54 PM


    [[ currently spinning __* Not your average thug / Lee Hom

    Finally, after one nite 0f my com on.. Managed to d/l fairyland with n0 blady errors 0r wad. YAY~ INtr0duced terence a few days back.. He can d/l so easily sia. =\ ArgHx.. I kept having errors.. Today then can.. YAy~!! Nice game!! ROCKS! Tried abit le.. Wait f0r terence then play together.. Whahaz.. Yeahz.. Dis morning went downstair meet gt.. Sit there t0k.. =( Then came ma hse play c0m.. WhahAz.. Then she left.. SLept only 3 hrs!! ArghX.. Nvm.. Im energetic n0w..

    __moOd * Hmmz?




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    4:31 AM


    [[ currently spinning __* Drops 0f Jupiter / Train

    Buddy b0ught new hp le.. Can sms till mad le. Yayness..[[ to u : i n0e u wun read this.. But if u happen t0, i wanna tell u i'm really very s0rry. No matter h0w many s0rries i say wun help. I din wanna hurt u further.. I had to make this decisi0n.. I really tried but i really can't f0rget him 0r let g0 of c0z i've really fallen deep t0 get up.. Sorry~~ .. U are a very nice guy, i n0e.. But.. s0rry.. I can't control ma feelings.. Boy im s0rry i had to hurt u liddat.. Pls try t0 move 0n with life.. Sorry..Its n0t ur fault at all, its mine.. Really h0pe it wun affect ur paper later.. s0rry.. ]] Can't slp.. Was s0 troubled.. called mun tat f0r help... Cried on the damn f0ne..Can't help it.. Din wanted t0.. But I made someone utterly sad.. Was s0 guilty.. Mun tat als0 g0t his own pr0bs.. Haiz.. But thanks f0r accompanying me.. Grateful sia.. *dead*

    __moOd * Guilty + s0rry + sad..

    *____s0rry s0rry...



    bei.ai.shi.xing.fu ai.ren.shi.tong.ku
    ke.shi.wei.she.mo.ai.wo.de.ren.bu.shi.wo.ai.de?
    er.wo.ai.de.ren.que.bu.ai.wo?








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    Wednesday, November 19, 2003 10:05 PM


    [[ currently spinning __* If you're g0ne / Matchb0x 20

    Hee.. Finally g0t to step outta ma hse t0day after i w0ke up.. Yea.. Pei-ed chang g0 jp eat m0s burger.. Then walk ard there again.. Bored!! See com games.. l0lz~ Then g0 take mrt.. dunn0 wanna go where.. In the end let him drag g0 Jurong east play cs.. Then nv play cs als0.. c0z no one playing !! No awp map =P THen we try new games there.. Play the unreal.. Somewhat like halflife.. Play till eyes blur sia.. but fun.. Wahahz.. Then play the Battle realms.. Like War craft!! BUt more fun !! Whahaha~ Play till damn s0ng .. Then time's up !! Liew.. So long nv play cs!! Skills sure n0w kns de =S Hahaz.. Nvm.. Can't wait for chang a maths retest finish.. g0 play battle realms again w0r!! *my lotus sect strong w0r* l0lz! Oh yea.. The bungee tingy.. Open le.. farking ex. WAH LAU! 30 dollars fly into da air.. oh pls.. That time me and buddy play only 15. And its n0t scary at all. Wahhaz.. MOst imptly is memories mah.. yea? Maybe g0nna play it 0ne of these days.. Muz save sia!!

    __moOd * N0rmal..



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    11:27 AM


    [[ currently spinning __* Beautiful / Christina Aguilera

    Wahz.. kanna disturb by f0necall.. Liew.. Slept for 5 hrs only. But nvm.. It was gd news.. Lucky i picked up the call sia.. Actually lazy de .. HENG .. Then she tell me i w0n, so happy sia.. Already f0rgotten i took part in it .. c0z was like 2 days back? Yea.. thanks t0 vijaya who chased me h0me!! THen i at home listening to m0rning madness.. Urban xchange exclusive 0n air .. then g0t this feeling tellin me i'll win 0r smth.. s0 juz send a few sms in.. Wahz.. Really win sia.. happy!! Still dunn0 whu t0 bring.. c0z is a pair.. Lieww.. Muz find someone who noes them de. LOL! c0z not many noes.. Hmmz.. dunn0 lar..hEE.. FEeling happy n0w.. But tired.. Gonna slp back..Hope can~

    __moOd * Happy but slpy !



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    5:19 AM


    [[ currently spinning __* If you come to me / Atomic Kittens

    Liew.. Juz completed doing s0me parts 0f moi webby.. Spents hrs on it.. Liew.. Do till headache sia.. Left a little m0re.. shall d0 it tml.. Think i better catch some slp le.. If n0t sure peng.. *yawNz*
    Oh ya.. shd have realise i changed the song on m0i blog.. Guilty sian le!!! kekez.. nahz.. Still love it l0ts.. Juz wanna have a change.. + the song n0w hear le very relax.. That's wad i feel =P *goNes*
    __moOd * Eyes blurry + head spinning



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    Tuesday, November 18, 2003 10:26 PM


    [[ currently spinning __* Where is the love / Black eyed peas ft Justin Timberlake

    Bleah.. Really rotting these few days.. My h0ls are like so unmeaningful!! 2 more days b4 o's finish yea!! Its n0t moi biz but my frens will be freeee then yea? ha.. Today smth really sad happen to m0i jie.. SHan't say hu.. But.. jie, dun tink to much kae? I love u still =D GUYS SUX .. s0me dun lar. hehe.. =x Yea.. Till n0w i can't find any part time j0bs. Eew.. But actually im really kinda lazy. Heh. =P Sux.. eeeew.. Shitty pple n0t dead yet. =x I`m cruel. Nahz.. Ish they cruel first de. Nvm.. n0t moi lost.. b0red.. Anyone wanna g0 out pls call mie!!!!! l0lz.. Gun bound fun seh.. Yue play yue fun.. Heehee.. But im like s0 br0ke. Brrr.... sux.. But h0ls quite gd lar.. Can slp.. Yay.. Slp is fun.. oh man.. Im crapping here again! =S Nvm lar.. nth to d0.. later maybe gonna play more gb 0r irritate s0me weak ass. Whahaz.. Weak ass oso play gb sia.. Today den n0e.. =\ Hmmz.. cia0z.. Maybe g0in out tml.. Bleahz.. Hu n0ez..

    __moOd * Rotted to death.



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    3:43 PM


    [[ currently spinning __* Superman / Five for fighting.

    Haiz.. r0tting again.. So confused.. Dunno wad to d0 .. Yea.. Really dunno whether i shd let g0 of da past and move on an0t.. BUt smth is h0lding me back.. Im s0 afraid to face it.. Useless me.. Yea.. Really confused... Life's in a mess .. Dun wanna make a wrong decisi0n again .. i n0e i still d0 like him.. but.. Haiz.. And he's been s0 weird.. yea.. dunno whether is my own imagination 0r is true.. i really dunno.. Juz dun want to stay on this way.. Smth's telling me n0t to let g0 .. Then i oso dunn0 le.. =S

    __moOd * Total confusion.



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    1:02 AM


    [[ currently spinning __* What you do abt me / M2M

    Yea.. Juz came h0me..Washed up and stuff.. Really enj0yed maself juz now!! Weee.. Now past mindnite le.. n0t vanei bdae le.. Hahaz.. REally had a great time.. Memorable nite.. l0ve them lots.. Hahaz.. 0k.. Juz n0w.. Means ytd evening.. 4 + .. Met jas0n at Jp.. He sharing vanei present with us t0o.. Yea baby.. Thanks.. Thanks to mun tat too, who was willing to chip in!! Jas0n had to help that weak pay first... l0lz~ Yea.. Then bought the vcd "LOve Storm" fer her.. Ex sia.. But nvm.. She had been eyeing that f0r a long time.. Hehe.. Angelia came to meet me too.. She juz went to collect her passport.. The whole afternoon, no1 told vanei a ting.. wanted to give a surprise mahz.. We act forget her bdae. l0lz~ Then me angelia and jas0n.. Choose bdae card.. Damn hard to find.. ASS.. FOund one at last.. Phew.. Then jas0n went home.. Me and angelia took bus to her hse.. l0lz~ Raining damn heavily.. We kanna caught in da rain.. =S Abit lar.. Then went to her hse.. LOL.. Damn funny scene.. I banged hard on her door.. Then i scream those high pitch de. LOL!! Keep knock and knock.. She and her brother dun dare to open the door.. Her brother stiu scream back. LOLLL Was damn funny.. Din noe is us.. Whahahahaz~ Heng she at home sia.. Did c0r her and hang up earlier on.. Hmmz.. Finally n0 choice.. Call her and ask her to 0pen da d0or.. lolz! So damn funny.. Rofl.. Then she opened da present we gave her.. She happy w0r.. Gd gd.. Wait for her to change.. We gonna bring her out.. Yupz.. Her mum came h0me.. Wasn't quite happy with da idea.. But stiu let vanei g0.. Then we g0 orchard.. Reach there no rain le w0r.. *yayness* Then we go Ck tang walk walk.. Saw beyond paradise again!! Liew..sh0 ex.. =( THen g0 see da evians 2004 Christmas b0ttle.. Not as nice on da mag .. =S And sh0 ex.. Bla.. Then walked to taka.. 0n the way saw some performance.. Dunno wad he doing oso.. Was some buskers festival.. Anyway.. Went to taka.. Cant decide wad to eat.. l0lz~ Finally settled down on some jap restaurant.. Yum.. Nicee.. But angelia say n0t nice. LOL~ We 3 damn humgry.. Can eat elephant le l0hz.. Nvm.. Finished it anyway.. Damn ex. Ass them. l0lz~ Nvm.. Eat till full can le.. Then walk out 0f taka.. The christmas dec0 up le w0r.. Niceee.. We were admiring it.. ORchard really looks nice at nite.. Hee.. Walked to Parag0n.. Liew.. So high class place.. l0lz~ Can only LOOK.. Hahaz.. walked down to heeren.. As usual!! Take foto stickers.!!! SO many!!! So nice!!! We 3 really went crazy there.. l0lz! Take till the sh0p cl0sing le.. Bleah.. Hu cares.. Br0ke le man~ Then walked out of heerens.. c0z closing le.. Then we walked down orchard r0ad.. Pple getting lesser t0o.. Then we were cracking j0kes + gossiping + luffing as we walk.. hahaz.. Had so much funnnnnn!! Admiring the lightings as well.. Romantic neHx!! People who dunno us may think we are drunk. LOLL!! Coz we keep luffing.. And me and vanei kept pointing at angelia.. Then say : " one nite 20 bucks " lolZ!!! Damn funny.. Pple kept looking sia.. We walked damn long.. Walked till Tanglin Mall there.. Phew.. Really damn fun and enj0yable.. Juz da 3 0f us.. My 2 bestest frens.. Walked till Tanglin Mall de mac.. g0 there borrow toilet and sit awhile.. Hahaz.. Damn late le.. THen left.. g0 take bus.. Vanei alight first.. Then me and angel gota change bus.. Waited for the darn 187 for half an hr.. Ass.. ZZz..Already damn tired le.. Hmmz.. THen at last it came l0hz.. REached h0me.. Really had a great time today.. h0pe vanei oso happy.. Hahaz.. She shd be.. Kept luffing like mad woman t0day.. =D ONe of the best day of the yr? Yea.. Really n0e which frens are real and which are n0t.. Which i really need to treasure de.. Thanks bin thanks niu.. Really lurve u guys.. =) WEEE!! Cant wait for nx outing when we can go out together again!! laaalaaa..

    __moOd * SO HAPPY!! + tired..



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    Monday, November 17, 2003 8:59 AM


    [[ currently spinning __* The Way / Clay Aiken

    Dis is totally infuriating.. Woke up so early this m0rning to go netball and dis have to happen to mie.. F manz..okay.. Spent last nite smsing tert and chatted to Siang yee..l0lz.. He scared me with some ghost pic from Wishing Stairs.. Shit him!! Actually he m0re hum ji than me de.. LOL~ Siang yee is well known for being a dan xiao gui.. lala.. He als0 screamed in the show!! Throw face lehz.. Ni shi nan de w0r.. l0lz! =P He will probably kill me if he sees this here.. Lalaz.. Heck.. Hehez.. Buddy sms me.. So touching!! Liew.. Always middle of da nite.. buddy will sent me this msg.. Liew.. *content is secret* l0lz! It always brighten me up yea? !! Love my buddy sia.. Cant wait for his exams over.. Then we can go out!! Yay.. I book u le yea? =P Yea.. okok.. bAck to today m0rning.. Vanei nv g0 netball c0z she's sick.. 0h g0sh.. We went.. Cb Vijaya .. Catch my hair.. Fark her.. s0 sarcastic somemore.. an0ther ger oso dye.. She no eyes see.. I dun wanna complain nia.. ~ Ass.. Chased me h0me then.. Wth yea? Nvm.. i g0t back bone.. Hui jiu hui l0hz.. Can slp nehz.. Nvm.. h0pe my mood will be betta later.. Catching some slp soon. ;)

    __moOd * DULAN!!



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    12:00 AM


    ...happy bdae...
    Vanessa



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    Sunday, November 16, 2003 10:53 PM


    [[ currently spinning __* Year 3000 / Busted

    Wahz lau.. Sux sia..The game i wanna download keep problem sia. ASS! Then gunbound os0 down.. Wth.. Singnet sux big times.. Arghz.. ZZZ. Im going mad le.. b0redom.. Anyway, tml will be a great day.. Love ya babe.. =D



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    6:38 PM


    [[ currently spinning __* Into you / Fabolous Ft. Tamia

    Lurvvve this s0ng.. 0kay. . ass.. this is s0 boring.. rotted at home.. Sat in front on the tv .. smsing terence and frances f0r almost half the day le? Bill g0nna boom.. Nvm.. It kills my b0red0m by a bit at least .. s0 freaking b0ring.. still dunno wad to d0 fer tml.. THere's netball.. SIANZ.. But muz g0.. Needa pay f0r the camp.. Hope ms yee allow me t0 go. l0lz.. She like damn hate me.. Whu cares.. dun like her either. =s I seem to hate everyone sia.. Nvm.. Everyone seem to hate me too.. =P wun lar.. Juz some shitty pple.. Yea.. EEEe.. h0ls s0 boring de.. Anyone wanna go out pls call me..!! I dun wanna r0t.. =P



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    4:29 PM


    [[ currently spinning __* Maybe / Enrique Iglesias

    Woke up an hour ag0 i guess.. Slept late last nite.. Was chatting with my long lost Jie Wen ting yea.. l0lz! We had so much to catch up.. Woo.. She has became soo chi0.. Wo0z.. Yea.. Then went t0 bed l0h.. Morning overslept.. Was suppose to g0 angelia church.. l0lz! Then too tired.. Can`t make it.. Then the basketball with drey and the guys was cancelled.. c0z raining.. ! Then rain st0p.. Drey called again... But nahz.. Like so few pple.. Sian half.. Din wanna go at last... Rotted at h0me.. Tml is a very special day.. But n0 idea h0w to celebrate.. Muz go brainstorm later.. hehez.. update later i guess..



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    3:12 AM


    ____ currently playing * One Sweet Day / Boys II Men

    Another of my late nonsensical updates ya.. Lazy to update juz n0w.. As in ytd ok? Finished gunbound with buddy ter etc.. l0lz~ Everytime play de sia.. Ytd went to Sch's open hse.. Dragged drey with me.. l0lz! Din helped out in dance n0r netball.. *guilty* .. 0h well hu cares. Slacked ard.. Visit classrooms with activities going on... sAw somE shitty pplE.. Yea.. Fark them to hell. =D Watch lion dance.. Play here play there.. Then me and drey keep hiding from phor govin ong g0 etc.. l0lz!.. Damn funny.. run here run there.. Siang bird tReat us eat ice cream.. Hehe.. thanks.. Then wanted to take pic with buddy de.. He damn excited.. tot i g0t bring cam.. IN the end nv.. LOL.. Sad sia.. =\ Nvm.. Nx time okay , buddy! =D lALaz.. Slacked at canteen.. Sit there r0t.. l0lz.. Vanei ask us go dedicate s0ngs.. then went general office.. Ass.. Phor appear behind me.. Then i turn.. He see my face.. Ask me to get out of sch.. I fuck care him.. Walked out and go back canteen. ASSHOLE ~ Then sit for awhile more.. Jasmine and hui si come find drey .. Decided to play captain ball with the netball girls.. Play .. Then TEO FARKER [ WHY EVERYDAY SO MANY PPLE DIE BUT NOT HIM? ] yea.. Told ms yee abt my hair.. Tell her dun let me play.. Then ms yee ask j0yce tell me.. Then dun play l0hz.. Then sit down see them play.. Brr.. Then ms yee disappear le.. I play. LOL~ Mdm Vijaya come tell us.. Me drey and jas and hs in home clothes.. She say them l0hz.. Kns.. But scolded me. Biased.. Of cors dulan lar.. Shouted "FUHUA SUX LAR.. DUN JOIN" then left.. Hahaz.. Vijaya heard.. But she cant do anything. *BAD* =) indeed fuhua sux.. Then vanei left sch with us.. She meeting her mum at jp.. pEi mE take 187..mDm lEe And mR gO And goviN sAw mY hAir bUt nV say ANyThinG abT iT.. dUNno WHyz teO so kb siA.. asShOle.. zz.. bWg.. OKok.. Then i wEnt hOme.. ZzZ.. BorEd.. oNlINe tiLl nOW.. sHitt.. HolS suX.. ~ bUT im oFficialLy oN hOliday nOw!! yAy.



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    Saturday, November 15, 2003 2:50 AM


    ____ currently playing * More Than that / Bsb

    Spent my nite playing Gunbound again.. Lolz.. Hmmz.. Yea.. Getting more pro le w0r =x Bhb nia.. HahAz.. Yea.. Then my irc nick ish strawbery n0w.. Dunno whyz.. Suddenly like it l0ts.. THen tert changed his to blueberry.. We play gb team up pr0 de lehz !! l0lZ! Berry punch yea? Yea.. And he gave me this name strawberry y0ko.. Dunno wad.. And he is blueberry koyo.. Really made me luff.. TErt u did it again!! Hmmz.. c0z told him ma prob yea? l0lz.. Okok.. then realise ma keys were on my bed.. Din bring it out at all! WTF. i remember putting it in ma pants pockets? Weird yea? Nvm.. Glad its back.. Mum was scolding mua juz n0w.. Abt this.. argh.. LAter ish sch open hse.. Going as visitor with miao and drey.. Yea.. Gdgd .. Finally g0t ting to do.. Phew.. Cia0.. go lie on bed and sms le. =D



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    Friday, November 14, 2003 10:36 PM


    ____ currently playing * Viva Forever / Spice Girls

    WaHz.. Super helpless + angry + disappointed lar.. Well , at least managed to solve a pr0b.. 0k.. Drey called.. Ask us to g0 out to tok and settle da conflict.. Persuaded that lazy ass Vanei to go.. ASk them to meet them at carpark.. Then they went lo.. Saw Cpk.. Andy called me and ask izzit i ask them go de.. say ya l0hz.. I saw his name on my hp.. t0t they wanna okay with me de.. Then happy.. But in the end oso disappointed.. He tok 0so like damn buay song.. Forget it.. Took a cab d0wn.. AND BLOODY HELL.. Dropped my keys on da cab.. Zz .. Met up with Vanei.. Went to carpark.. So many of cpk was there.. Then we sat at the other corner.. Far away.. Then vanei and drey.. Screaming at each other.. waHz.. Damn fierce.. Like gonna fite.. Then i oso screamed.. Miao too.. but lesser than them..Then winston say dun sh0ut.. Say carpark is theirs.. I say "i no part arh?" then he say scare later p0lice come c0z pple report.. Then fark care him.. l0lz~ Then cpk .. hmmz.. Move closer and closer... Real busybodies l0hz.. Stiu keep asking us to fite fite.. Wtf ?!~ And Winston they all keep riding their bikes the gaps btw us.. PEk sia.. And made funny comments.. Luff luff luff.. Bla~ We quarrel from tian liang till sun goes down.. ZZz.. And they find it interesting to see pple quarrel.. In the end dunno how come.. tok peace le.. Sat ard tok properly lohz.. No screaming le.. Then more cpk`s came.. Hmmz.. and they moved even closer to where we were sitting. Damn.. Settle ours le.. Smsed may earlier on abt dance.. NO REPLY. fine.. t0t she nv bring hp.. hMmz.. Then asked vanei they all to call may to come over.. But she at firzt act cant hear.. Then later say "BU YAO".. in a damn buay song attitude l0hz.. Sua l0hz.. Then stiu heard they made some rude comments abt me l0hz.. I deaf de arh?! Then still play with hp ringtones.. So many pple lia0 sia [ even gay oso go ].. Hmmz..Then i n0e she g0t bring hp l0hz.. Left carpark after that.. Pek le.. Went jp with miao and vanei eat dinner... Called Xs .. Told her wad happen.. Hmmz.. She help me c0r may.. May say can tok it out de.. Then i sms her again.. She say dun want again.. Ask me t0 settle myself. WTF? And say dun needa tell xs de.. Hmm? Sua l0hz.. Damn pek til cant eat dinner.. See them eat.. Smsed Andy.. n0 reply.. Sms winston .. He kip saying he dunn0.. Tink is dun wanna say bahz.. SUAN LE.. Heard from mia0 that b4 i and vanei came.. They alreadi at there say me le l0h.. Wah .. Stiu say dis type of fren hu want.. Yue hear yue pengz.. Ah.. suan le.. Found maself real stupid l0hz.. holding on to a friendship dat d0es not cherish me at all.. I not their fren mehz? Wad abt last time she say she tiu treat me as fren? Now gib this type of attitude? I really bwg.. And really wanna n0e wad actually happened l0hz.. *HATRED******************SADNESS********* zzZ~



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    5:40 PM


    ____ currently playing * Cradle / Atomic Kittens

    Hmmz.. Guan ting juz left moi hse.. Hahaaz.. Slacked at moi hse wh0le day... zZz.. Tok tok play play.. ~ Hehez.. Quite fun.. But n0w i sian again .. zZZz.. Nth to d0 .. Liewz.. *dead* SHITTY PPLE !! Tml open hse ... bleah.. n0t dancing and maybe n0t helping netball.. Maybe going as visit0r.. hAhAz.. *laZy* =s



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    10:12 AM


    ____ currently playing * Anyone of us / Gareth Gates

    Ytd din bl0g c0z din come online.. Sleep super early.. Was sleeping for da previ0us nite.. =\ Here's an update 0n ytd : OKay.. Finally went back to sch.. Damn chemistry was freaking b0ring.. Ask us do practical.. Me and vanei lazy .. So sit there r0t. Drey and that cat din come.. Say wanna come.. In the END.. Say sick say this and that. Who cares rite? Geo was worse. Rotted in the ava room.. Read mag hear music.. tok and crapped.. Combined with 3E nahz.. Brrr real Zzzz.. After sch met bin [angelia] and void deck.. She nv go sch.. Went jp.. Bot tickets fer "Wishing Stairs".. Sorry cai.. Not comfortable with going out with the rest -x Sorry... Promise to make it up other time.. So we went in.. Wah !! 2 thumbs up for da show.. First show ever that made me scream so many times.. Omg!! Bin and me sit at da side.. Vanei in between.. We were cuddled together.. ASS! and im the one watching the sh0w.. Once it becomes scary.. They 2 will close their eyes. LOL! Then once i scream.. they 2 will scream as well.. l0lz! SO ps sia.. Whole cinema so many peeps but i tink we are the only few screaming. LOL! Okok.. It was damn scary i admit.. Gd sh0w.. Worth to watch.. Gd story t0o.. =D .. Then went to eat D cafe0 after da sh0w.. And then vanei found out her hp missing.. Starts to panic.. Ass.. Went back cinema.. Wanted to g0 in.. But th0se staff dun allow c0z sh0w started le..Vanei cried Sianz.. Asked pao they all help us see.. c0z they inside.. wahhaz.. Watching the same sh0w.. BUt they cant find.. Hmmz.. So we abit quarrel with the staff.. In the end had to wait for the sh0w to finish then they let us go in.. Went in.. I found it. =D vanei so happy..Phew.. Those sitting near there de sure very dui why nv look on the floor. l0lz~ Then after that we go walk walk.. Crap here crap there.. Had a gd time.. So long nv g0 out t0gether le.. =s.. Hehez.. Love them b0th.. 0k0k.. BAck to today.. n0w going fer breeakfast with guan ting.. Maybe update later.. cia0z



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    Wednesday, November 12, 2003 10:28 PM


    ____ currently playing * Dear Diary / M2M

    *fEd uP* zz.. well.. mit vanei cai they all after their lessons ended. Then wanted to g0 mac.. in the end go 0rchard... Then walk walk eat eat.. shop shop.. till broke broke.. Hmmz.. take f0to take foto.. yea.. actually wanted to do some part time j0b.. Selling some priviledge card.. ASS.. was damn hard to d0 + mafan so we killed da idea.. By da tyme s0 tired.. s0 went h0me... zZz...... Had quite an 0kay day.. Will be probably goin to sch tml.. Hmmz...dunno lehz.. dun wanna say say nia again ..haiz .....ka0z~ SHitty pple.. Pangseh us. FINE. ASS lar.. dun understand why .. every0ne seems to be so ass n0wadays.. Bwg ~



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    11:10 AM


    ____ currently playing * Here without you / 3 doors down

    Hmmz.. nv g0 sch AGAIN.. manage to persuade mom and dad.. hahaz.. Then mom tell g0vin i wun going probably for da wh0le week.. Rocks rite? But nahz.. tink shd be g0ing tml.. MIssed out lots of things i guess.. But oh well.. Heck .. Juz dun wanna r0t at home thats it.. Hmmz.. sat is our sch 0pen hse.. but 0ur dance n0t even ready.. really dunn0 wads up man.. Nvm.. Best dun dance.. Getting tired of everything.......... haiz~



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    2:54 AM


    cHeEr uP =)

    nOt e eNd oF dA wOrLd !

    dUn tHinK sHo MucH..



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    2:52 AM


    ____ currently playing * Guilty / Bluee

    Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
    It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
    No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
    When you're lost outside look inside to your soul
    -adapted from the voice within by Christina Aguilera-

    bEen plAyinG gunboUnd juZ noW.. hMmz.. sTiu dUNno wAnnA go sch AnoT lEhz.. nOt reaLly in dA mood ......... hAiz............................................. AsS. *sHittY pPlE Not deAd yEt?!*



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    Tuesday, November 11, 2003 10:45 PM


    ____ currently playing * Why / Avril Lavigne

    Hehez.. Mum brought me to NTUC today. Duhz.. Then go for lunch. came back and rot again. THE END. Maybe goin sch tml.. See lar ~ bRRRR~



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    4:06 PM


    No wOrDs
    cAn dEscribE


    mA fEelInGs iNsIdE...


    "bE oNe wItH uR pAsT",


    wakin up

    fr0m
    da
    nitemare
    isn't
    ez


    bUt fEr yA sAke


    i'lL tRy nO mAttEr wAd


    PrOmIsE..
    aS lOng aS u'lL bE hAppY =D




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    7:40 AM


    It waSn't
    meAnt to be t0ld


    iNteNded tO kiP it iN My
    HaRt fOr Life

    HaD nO ChoiCe
    iN
    e
    EnD

    facINg E tRutH iSn't eZ
    iF oNLy i cUd RuNaWaY
    aNd nEvA
    Come BACK ...







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    7:38 AM


    ____ currently playing * Morning madness

    Wah lauz.. w0ke up at 6am.. Tossed and turned.. Din manage to slp back.. The tot of going to sch crossed my mind.. But nahz.. sch SUX .. Haiz~~ Nth to d0.. Rotting.. Can't seem to find anything t0 do..*ee..sucky pple n0t dead yet?!* wahz lau.. dun0 whyz pple can suddenly turn their backs 0n u.. Suckz~



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    7:22 AM


    i hate
    mySeLf ='(




    l
    i
    f
    e
    sux


    i hate myself_______________*

    dreams neva
    c0me true

    fairYtales are

    all lies..



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    12:32 AM


    ____ currently playing * Ech0 / Vertical Horizon

    ..Haiz.. r0tted at h0me all day l0ng.. Nth to d0 .. s0 bored.. zZz...Haiz.. reallie dun wish any0ne to be sad over me.. caused enuff trouble le..Dun wanna cause m0re.. Feeelin really bad.. The world seems to be upside d0wn man.. How i wish i can turn it around but i n0e im n0t capable of doing that.. That bunch of shitty peeps n0t dead yet.. Hell.. Haiz~ I really dunn0 wad else to do .. Can't possibly stand up and continue.. It takes time.. Lots 0f time.. c0z i really fell down hard.. I feel like givin up.. Its painful.. If only time cud st0p.. Felt useless c0z i really is.. Oh well.. f0rget it.. ~ Life sux.. Im like stuck.. I cant g0 on.. yet i cant give up.. Wtf.. Nvm.. i'll juz remain.. Wait for da sky to fall.. Will be rotting at h0me again.. dun wanna g0 sch .. arhhz~



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    Monday, November 10, 2003 2:53 AM


    ____ currently playing * This i promise u / Nsync

    Oh well.. m0re craPz.. ~ This part 0f my life is c0nsidered to be one of the most horrible.. Haiz~ There's nth i can do abt the situation.. Sit back and relax.. Wth .. Life really sarks.. Starving myself again.. Din feel like eating.. My eyes are swollen from all th0se cryings.. Oh well.. dun wanna think of it.. Wun be going to sch for the nx wh0le week? See my mood.. Hope it gets better.. I juz cant face ......... Nvm.. Juz h0pe govin dun c0r.. But he sure will.. Wad can he d0 when my mom all0ws? I think she n0es that smth is bothering me.. Dunn0 lar.. whu cares maNz.. Going off to bed.. t0day dunn0 y so shag.......... Fed up.. Wrote a testimonial abt tert but it disappeared! s0 long a testimoniall.. Forget it ~ Life sucks~



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    2:45 AM


    The pain u left me was unbearable.
    Life became really terrible.
    Ever since the day i knew the cruel truth.
    There wasn't a thing i cud do
    c0z im such a f0ol
    I started everything
    yet i can't handle anything
    All i can d0 i run away
    Maybe u think i'm useless
    But i juz dun wanna hurt myself even m0re
    The guilt in me overpouring.
    s0rry f0r everything
    i'll s0lve it myself
    you dun have to w0rryyou dun have to care
    c0z if i need you, u wun be there.
    Promise me u'll be happy.
    Dun wanna bother u even m0re.
    It was my mistake
    To fall in love with someone as special as u.

    But if i cud turn back time,
    I will choose to make this mistake again.



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    Sunday, November 09, 2003 10:35 PM


    ____ currently playing * love doesn't have to hurt / Atomic Kittens

    .. bwg .. It hurts.. It really hurts.. .. .. . . . .. .. haiz .. saw smth that made me cry .. JAnicE!! why the f are u so s0ft harded? i tot u seldom cry de?! .. Nvm.. f0rget abt it.. Its hard n0t to avoid and face it.. Its hard to n0t feel the pain.. And its hard to let go and forget ... s0rry .. Aniwae.. Back to t0day.. Went to town with xs.. Walk round.. Sh0pping and stuff.. Relieve stress? Wad crapz..~ Then take phot0.. I like alwiz do the same things sia.. wah.. really br0ke le.. Haiz.. ~ Then crap here crap there.. Went back quite late.. Stand on the whole j0urney in da mrt.. SHAG MAN! Leg damn pain.. Pei xs wait for bus then go home le.. That's it.. Dun wish to type much~ *deaD*



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    Saturday, November 08, 2003 11:26 PM


    ____ currently playing * caught in a moment / sugababes

    DamNz.. Failed to get a j0b today.. damn bwg.. Aniway.. Today went jp meet mia0z and vanei.. Saw someone i really dun wanna see at this time.. Haiz.. Dunno lar.. Then walked round.. Keep seeing that person .. Wah .. Damn sad le l0hz.. Dunno.. Av0id is da best way 0ut.. Wth.. Oso dunnno wad i d0ing sia.. Went to pierce tragus le.. Numb to all da pain.. Haiz.. Dunno whyz lar.. Walked abit then left le.. Dun wanna bump into him better.. Or i'll probably end up crying in front of so many pple. -.-~ Went to lakeside mrt meet drey.. She came crying.. Hmmz.. Coz her mom leaving fer England today.. So she sad l0hz.. Haiz.. Then we went down to city hall ( Raffle Hotel ) Went up to the banquet shit f0r da training.. Then suay.. Me mia0z and vanei no i/c.. cant w0rk.. Arghz.. Whyz i s0 y0ung arhx ? Liew.. Then walk at Raffles city shopping centre.. Eat @ food court then walk again.. s0 sian one sia. Then take taxi down to airp0rt.. Pei audrey go send her mom.. On taxi kip saying drey will wash car... c0z we like no money then the fare keep increasing.. Pengz.. Reach le.. Then drey m0m not yet reach.. We went to take the sky train to and fr0.. damn nth to d0.. Kill time mahz.. Crazy bunch.. then went back Terminal 1.. Her mom reach le.. We go wish her bon voyage l0rz.. Then drey ask us take pics.. Mad de.. Like we tourists.. Bo piaNz.. Take loh.. Sat there like idiot.. Then we decided to leave firzt c0z her mom's flight ish 9pm.. Zzz.. We 3 left lohz.. Sat mrt back..First tyme sit from changi.. Woah.. The station damn big.. Can use for breakdancing and skateboard those type.. very nice and classy oso.. *mountaintortise* Then some guy come tell me his fren wanna n0e me.. I tell him i n0 hp.. not interested yea? Ask me to take his number.. I say no where to kip. haz.. ~ They left then.. Slept on da train.. Damn tired.. Woke up halfway.. Mun tat hurried me to go h0me.. say he very sian.. My fault? Then ask me add him in friendster.. ha.. Now almost the whole world into this manz.. Quite fun lar.. do try..... *yawNz* ..



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    4:02 AM


    ____ currently playing * as if / Blaque

    Gettin more and more pissed. cb .. life's so farked up with bytches and bastards ard.. ~ arghz.. Slacked in front of my whole com da whole day.. been tinking of wad to do.. im so guilty for all the trouble i caused. sorry. Arghz.. That person out there better go fark wall lar.. brr..aniway, everyone ish so into friendster nowadays..(do add me if u got) My whole bunch of sch frens are using it.. had fun writing testimonials.. wooz.. REally had a great luff over it.. Mun tat made a foll outtah himself in irc too.. Haz.. ~also played gun bound earlier on.. Terence taught me h0w to play.. thanks manz.. really had fun.. oso muz thanks edmoon. lolz.. Sent it to me.. Hmmz.. Buddy perry and tert played with me.. thanks man.. pei me play till so late.. @ least wun think of so much manz.. thanks.. my mama work till sho late stiu play sia.. xing ku him le .. l0l.. h0pe he wun shag .. haiz ~ Cb.. found out some things that pissed me off.. wah ka0z.. some1 asked me whether izzit i cut myself.. tell u lohz.. i cut or not h0r.. u will care mehz? i tot u ignore n avoid till damn song?.. u all hoping i die wahz.. no mehz? i die le u all sure happy.. stiu ask f0r ? Ask izzit i die le arhx? Dun act concern lohz.. |f reallie so concern then wun one by one liddat le lohz.. go have fun lar.. wah ka0z.. pangseh till this type of stage.. stiu say treat me as fren.. say nia lar h0r.. dunno behind say abt me wad lohz.. Really damn pengz loh.. and some h0r.. stiu so fake.. knn ~ dun like jiu dun like like lar.. wanna fake for wad.. Say i cruel .. sure.. np.. Go think hu more cruel lar? I so jia lat stage u at where? U got stand by me an0t? where were u sia? Having fun with them.. Ya lar.. got fun ur fren oso dun want le lohz.. Now ish them against me.. And u are siding with them.. U got spare a tot for me an0t? Got come ask me or tell me an0t? Nv even giv me chance to say a shit and juz walk outta my life. Wtf? I reallie DAMN disappointed in u lohz. Xiao jie.. u were my one of my best friend i trusted the most.. Now where are u when i nid u? having fun out there.. To think i so stupid.. So sad down here for u.. Wad nonsense is this? U side them and not me? And dun even want to tell me where i've done wrong.. Im really lost down here and u dun even care. Sms oso give attitude.. Msg u wanna tok to u oso ignore.. When i got liddat treat u? U forget our promise mehz? U say u'll nv treat me diz way.. in the end? U say i pangseh u.. now i wanna make it up oso no chance.. Wad nonsense sia.. i really dunno wad else to say loh.. i'm utterly disappointed.. Dun wanna be frens le tell me .. Dun give me false h0pes and den break my h0pes.. It really hurts lohz.. U got stand in my shoe and think an0t? Imagine u are me.. Wtf.. The others i dun giv a bloody fuck care lohz.. U are my fren lehz.. Nv expect u will treat me diz way.. Really bwg~ Nvm.. U let me distinguish hu are really my frens lohz.. thanks~



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    Friday, November 07, 2003 6:12 PM


    ____ currently playing * year 3000 / busted

    zz .. sadded.. din wanna die at home.. went to sch void deck meet them.. bought mml.. then they kb.. after awhile okay lar.. let me do wad i want.. haiz.. sibei pek le lohz.. gonna breakdown soon.. so much things happened lately.. Some pple really backstab me.. i hope is not someone i really trust or wad.. And i really HATE fake pple.. kns.. Shd not who lar h0r .. Ask u all, all wanna avoid.. Guilty or wad? Sai lar .. Fuckers maNz... Went mac eat.. then came my hse.. watch Exorcist.. all so scared.. Zzz.. Third time i watch le.. arhh.. sux lar.. wanna say me oso scared till liddat.. muz be scare of me.. hmmz.. i despise U =P dun drag others down lar.. wanna say JUZ SAY ME LOHZ !





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    11:04 AM


    ____ currently playing * cb..nuthin lar

    wah damn pek.. h0w i wish can slp forever.. but i wun man.. i wanna wake up and anger that person hu hate me so much =) slping can dun think of l0ts of stuff.. din go sch today.. wanna slp ... slept damn early last nite.. finally no overnites.. i forced myself to slp.. wtf.. arh.. some pple damn bo lia0z nth to do.. keep ka pple lj wei.. see le buay song lar.. knn~ and dunno hu go complain my hair.. ccb.. rubbish things juz keep happening.. _|_ i'm waiting for his/her retributi0n ~ God has eyes !



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    Thursday, November 06, 2003 5:34 PM


    ____ currently playing * close / westlife

    Super pek.. Tag board is fer comments not rubbish kae? Gonna remove it for gd.. Its fer guests not rubbish.. Wtf? Hate me so much but dare nto put name? Reallie dun understand .. Childish man.. Bth.. Tell me to die, but sorry.. I'll continue living .. Wun let ya have ur way get it? U say i make ur life miserable.. Then i'll continue.. Juz too bad.. Kill me if u're not happy. Its between u and me.. Dun drag others in .. DUn understand why are u so free? Fark off pls.. I got better things to do .. Sorry. Now im writing to u and u cant write back .. Dun u believe in retribution? God has eyes t0 see kae? TELL U LE : I'M LIVING FER MY OWN SAKE AND NOT FOR U SO U HAVE NO RITE TO SAY ANYTHING. SHUT UP PLS. I SUX IS MY BUSINESS . UR NOT GONNA LIVE WITH ME FOR UR WHOLE LIFE ANYWAY SO WHY DO U CARE? UNLESS U REALLY LOVE ME SO MUCH. OH WELL, WHO REALLY CARES RITE? I UGLY OR WAD OSO NTH TO DO WITH U YEA? I ADMIT I SUX, BUT ONLY TO PPLE LIKE U WHO HAS NTH BETTER TO DO! IF I REALLY STINK THEN WUN SO MANY PPLE HELP ME AT TT TAGBOARD THAT DAY LE. U PROBABLY HAVE NO FRIENDS THATS WHY U ARE JEALOUS OF ME. JUZ TOO BAD.. THATS UR PROB SO STOP BUGGING ME AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE.. IF U'RE REALLY UNHAPPY JUZ COME TELL ME FACE TO FACE AND NOT RESORT TO SUCH MEANS. ITS USELESS.. SO WAD U ARE DOING IT? I WUN CHANGE FOR U.. ITS NOT THE WORTH.. AND U DUN TINK U ARE SO PERFECT KAE? EVERYONE HAS FLAWS. DIN U READ MOI PREVIOUS ENTRY? OR U SIMPLY DUN UNDERSTAND SIMPLE ENGLISH.. IF THAT'S SO , COME TO ME I'LL EXPLAIN IT TO U IN WADEVER LANGUAGE U CAN UNDERSTAND.. BUT SORRY TO TELL U, I DUN SPEAK DOG LANGUAGE.. SO I REALLY DUNNO HOW TO TELL U.. U HATE ME THATS UR BIZ.. MUZ KIP SAYING OTHERS? HMMZ.. I DUN SEE OTHERS TELLING ME THAT .. ONLY U.. CRAZY MOTHER FARKER YEA? NOW I BUAY SONG.. DUN GIVE U CHANCE TO REPLY LE.. TAKEN TOO MUCH ADVANTAGE.. TAKEN AWAY THE TAG BOARD.. BARK AT UR OWN WALL PLS.. THANKIES.. JANICE WILL ALWIZ REMAIN AS JANICE.. U CANT DO ANYTHING BOUT THAT YEA? =p



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    11:53 AM


    ____ currently playing * nuthing..

    Brr.. now at mia0z hse.. Skipped geo.. l0lz.. Ran outta sch.. Sch sux.. Especially lai's less0n !! arGhx!! Got chased out once again today.. During da practical.. haha~ Then we go early recess.. We purposely dun bring da wkst down.. In class he keep kb-ing us when da whole class is toking.. So biased ! F*** him maNz.. Hate him~ Then he commented abt ma hair.. But i juz heck.. go sch tt tyme saw mr ong.. THen he wanted us to see him but we ran away? Phew.. close shave.. =s ~ Haiz.. ~



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    3:27 AM


    ____ currently playing * Run To You \ Plus One

    Haiz.. Can't slp again.. This is the second day im awake ! Slept fer 1 hr+ in e afternoon only.. There's smth really wrong with me perhaps.. Or izzit something bothering me.. Haiz.. Think back.. I'm very guilty.. Did smth wrong.. Was hoping i can take it back.. But.. Sorry.. I din mean it.. Really din mean to make ya sad or wad.. Juz ignore me la.. I'm really very confused.. Hope i'll disappear from da surface of the earth.. Dotz..



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    Wednesday, November 05, 2003 10:56 PM


    ____ currently playing * Yellow \ Coldplay

    Haiz.. sianz.. Got nth to do man.. No hmwk or wad.. If got i oso wun do. ha-ha. zZz.. I'm bored.. z Linked up Shalyn, Jazmine, Angela, Charlyn. Refer to links on da left =)



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    7:58 PM


    ____ currently playing * Guilty \ Blue

    Zzzz.. Some lame lame peep made lame lame comments on my tag again.. YawNz.. Seriously dun understand such puerile pple.. Hmm.. Nvm.. Life still has to go on rite? That person juz dun get ma point.. Anyway.. My frens are happy with the present me so why shd i care abt wad others say? Hurs.. Haiz.. *confused*



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    3:47 PM


    ____ currently playing * Poison \ Groove Coverage

    Juz got back home.. Went to da farking sch of mine.. Had history which i slept thru it.. Then chem.. Half of it was dazing.. The other half g0t chased out 0f class for talking.. Me and vanei.. We went to canteen eat and shake leg. Blahz... Drey nv come today.. Die le perhaps? =x Then maths at com lab.. Played some real stupid game - Pyramid Game. Was a complete waste of ma tyme .. Oh well.. Sch's over soon.. Went to Saloon Evolution g0t ma hair dyed.. Weeee~ Finally !! Did it Pure Copper Reflect Blond or smth liddat.. The outcome was shocking.. ! Vanei and miao wanna act dunno me c0z was too scary.. Hmmz.. Nvm loh.. Dun go sch lar.. Hope kenna suspend.. Can slp at home.. *yawnz* ~ The price reasonable.. I'm happy with everything.. My 500 bucks is gettin' lesser each and everyday.. Hmmz.. spend whenever i'm sad maybe? Arghz.. Dunno.. gotta go wash ma hair.. It stinks.. =\



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    6:52 AM


    ____ currently playing * Geisha Dreams \ Rollergirl

    Zzz.. Its time fer sch soon.. Finally the sky light up le.. ~ Chatted with my ma, Perry .. He msged me ask never slp arh? Hmmz.. Tot he oso ke sia0z like mi.. Yuan lai he juz woke up -.-~ Wahz.. He working at metro sia.. Hmmz.. Near Suntec there de!! DO GO VISIT !!! Lolz.. Although he dun want lar.. Coz he say uniform sux + scare i complain his bad attitude.. HAHAHAHAZ ~ Made me die luffing.. he's sooooo lame.. Hmmz.. Not bad.. Starting a career at young year!! Ma!! I have faith in u.. nx time buy hse and car for me when u strike big kae? Its a deal.. whahahaz.. intending of g0 visit him. =x Lalalaa~ U can't stop me =P Real mom juz came into my room.. Nv scold me c0z she noe my weird symtom? Hmmz.. Whole family's up.. Can on music louder le.. Bla.. My com now rocks.. On fer erm.. Since ytd 6pm? Stiu now haben jam!! Wooz! Its good to reformat afterall.. =) Quick sia.. Abt 10+ mins more can go bathe le.. Zz~ Feel lIke poning sia.. Go sch oso slack de.. Haiz... Break record.. Whole nite nv slp.. Last tyme usually at least g0t slp 1 hr + .. Hmmz.. I'm not tired then wad ya want me to do? Hit myself unconcious? ~



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    4:40 AM


    ____ currently playing * Closer to me \ 5ive

    Haiz.. Can't sleep as usual.. Waiting for day break.. then go sch.. Cannot dun go if not govin will probably kb.. Haiz.. So .. dunno lar.. Bth maNz.. Smsing with my buddy.. He's mad.. Also cannot slp de.. Haiz.. So bored .......... Kip editing my blog to occupy time.. ZzzZz.. Can't seem to find anything to do.. ~
    How i wish da wind out there could blow some senses into me ryte now. I'm completely in a lost.. wad da hell?! im totally devastated now and this cause a dent to ma emotions badly. Why do 2 horrible things happen at once?! Am i really the cause of everything?! I stupid or wad? hello?!! These sort of things is always happenin to ME! Why do i alwis have to suffer in silence, and hide maself in a corner and start sobbin?! im sooooo tired of this shit. This impact has implicated a drastic change in ma lyfe and ma point of views as from now on, when da tyme goes tickin away in tears. Have you ever tried fallin hard into a bottomless pit from a climax? i tell you its a painful experience. im a not an emotional freak thou. its hard for me to give ma heart away, and also hard to take it back. It alwiz turns out to be a sad ending! *sigh* And im not gonna trust others THAT EASILY anymore. Its ez to gain my trust in the past and i hates it when pple break it .. Seems that so many are doing so, oh well, i'm too stupid~ This really sux!



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    1:59 AM


    ____ currently playing * You're still the one \ Shania Twain

    Hmmz.. Some pple posted some comments abt me on my tagboard. Of cuz is some mean comments? Del it afterall.. But the [ person ] really read abt me everyday? Probably? So interested in my life. Thanks.. i wanna say ish .. No one is perfect.. Dun judge others unless [ u're ] God kae? I admit i do judge, its juz one of my flaws, i admit. Thanks fer [ ur ] comments. May CONSIDER being a better person but im not living for [ u ]. I'm living fer ma own sake kae? Say wadeva [ u ] like.. This is me. Dun like it done. Simple as that. Hate me for all i care. Pple may hate me, but so? I got my own grp of precious frens who really stand by me. God sent them to me and im really thankful.. Dun really need the whole world to love me.. Im not so self-centred. Hmmz.. As for the act-chio part, pls tell me h0w to act? Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder. Ha.. [ U ] may say i act chim english.. Nah la.. Juz that probably [ ur ] vocab sux. Brush up on it.. I enjoy living my life.. If others hate me, let them come tell me. Whyz [ u ] so busibody? Speaking for other is kinda "dog" [ u ] get wad i mean? I muz have stepped on [ ur ] tail then.. It's MY tagboard for pete's sake.. I can del wadever i like.. I'm not afraid of pple agreeing c0z i admit i`m not perfect . Hahaz.. If [ u ] wanna liddat say i oso cant do anything but pls show some proof and not false accusation? Hmmz.. Ya, the one i like dun like me.. So? Love does NOT mean that u love the person and he muz love u back.. Ever heard of "TRUE LOVE NEVER RUNS SMOOTH" Its not ez finding the rite one.. Dun be naive.. Can [ u ] gurantee that everytime u like some1 he/her will like [ u ] back? Hmmz.. I believe in retribution thou =) Its okay with me as long as he happy can le maHz.. =) When did i betray my frens? Hmmz.. Pls ask them to come tell me.. [ You ] think [ u ] can make my life more miserable by gibing such lame remarks? Hmmz.. [ U're ] wrong.. [ U're ] making my life more interesting!! These are up and downs of life.. Dun tell me no one had ever criticize [ ya ] b4 ? Wowz.. If tt's true, [ u're ] amazing.. =) I find leaving comments and not leaving name very childish and cowardly .. "janicesux: tink bout urself b4 sayin sumthin " -- Got think bout [ urself ] b4 u come say me? hahaz.. Wad an irony... "janicesux: u say ppl bias u nv tink u also: -- Who did i say? Hmm..? I tot i only use it on teachers.. Weird.. Well, hahaz.. Once again, thanks for spending so much time on someone [ u ] hate so much.. =) Wanted to remove the tagboard.. But was afraid [u'll ] be bored or smth.. Decided to leave it for [ ur ] source of entertainment. For goodness sake.. My looks is none or [ ur ] business unless [ u ] intending of marrying me. ZZZ. Look into the mirror b4 criticizing others. Its not that [ u're ] ms/mr World purleeees.. Even them oso have no rights to criticize me. * The [ you ] refers to some unknown peep who tagged at moi tagboardyy.. *cheers*



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    Tuesday, November 04, 2003 10:17 PM


    >
    What's YOUR Style?
    You are FRESH! Your style never gets old, and is always constantly new, exciting, and overall awesome. You're most likely to be the trendsetter of your school, and are always on the look out for what's cool. YOU know what's going on, even if others don't. It's your job to bring in the next biggest fashion.


    Which SEASON are you?
    You're AUTUMN! You're caring, nice, and brutally honest. You don't tend to sugarcoat the truth, or anything for that matter. But people respect you for that, and like you.


    What does YOUR Life revolve around?
    You are all about being social =]!
    you love talking to people, meeting new people, making friends, going to parties, throwing parties...etc. Life is filled with friends and people who love you.



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    7:29 PM


    ____ currently playing * The light \ Clutch ft Beha

    haiz .. To think that my trusted and treasure fren will do this to me.. Haiz.. Forget it.. I'm so sad.. Bad things juz keep happening.. Wth is wrong.. Really din expect it.. dulan.. Everything is juz turning out wrong...... ARGHZ .. Hate myself.. Wad's up sia.. Can't u juz tell me the truth? I really very disappointed in u loh.. Spare a tot for me pls. If i have fault hor.. Juz say lohz.. ka0z.. Dun have to be so fake lehz~ *disappears* Haiz ..



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    6:20 PM


    ____ currently playing * Guilty \ Blue

    Knn.. dunno which HUM JI KIA love dee sia0-ing at my tagboard sia.. Tag le dun dare leave name.. *YawNz* Tai pa wo le? Hmmz.. NVM ~ Farkers shall not be entertained. juz woke up.. Poned sch today. Fark de.. Go sch see someone face oso sad. SianZ~



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    4:44 AM


    ____ currently playing * Into you \ Fabolous Ft tamia

    . 4.44 am.. Unlucky number~ Im still awake! Kill me pls ~ I so bored. And my eyes is stiu wide open. There's sch tml.. Feel like poning.. No mOod.. Haiz .. Really in those devastated state.. ~



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    2:11 AM


    -Tuning to : "When i close my eyes" By E-type-

    Dot.. really g0t nth to say.. but had to find something to do.. i'm having insonmia.. I haben slept fer 2 days?! Haiz.. Reallie dunno wad has gotten into me. I'm farking sad.. I'm finally crying again .. Is that gd news or bad news.. ? Nvm.. Gonna give up hope on everything.. This totally suck. Hate my present self. PATHETIC. Seriously pathetic. I've nv been so "guai" for such a period b4. I'm gonna stop dis.. Since giving up hope on everything = giving up hope on myself.. Be back my old self better.. ~ Yeaz.. That's it.. I HATE THE REALITY ~ FUCK MAN~ !! WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME !? God reallie sho unfair?! I'm really LOST. Damn it.. Stuck in front of my com NOW. So bored maNz..Just plain listening to techno. How i wish im at xklusive n0w.. zZz~ ARGH~



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    Monday, November 03, 2003 5:58 PM


    -Tuning to : "Poison" By Groove Coverage-

    Slept at 5+ am dis morn again.. My stupid insonmia.. Hmmx .. maybe it's really n0t insonmia.. Juz me and my own mind.. Went to sch.. Reallie pissed of with the 3 of them.. Alwiz say meet, then 1 by 1 late or overslept.. In the end nv meet .. Bla bla.. Really dunno maN.. Bad habit eh ? HmMz .. Met miao and we went together. Maths SUCKED. Had a relieve teacher? Din even noe her name.. Shd be the maths HOD. She's nutcase.. She can juz shout suddenly when our class de noise level increases. MAD. Scared me so many times. Mdm lee go invigilate o levels? Hmm.. Ya.. then she made us do o level's paper.. I was doodling on the paper.. ZzZ.. Thinking bout some sad stuff and even wrote a compo. Hmm.. Gonna publish it on my webby.. Heez.. Miao sat beside me.. She damn guai.. Do almost everything then let me copy.. Also tried to peep at my story. LOL~ Vanei and drey came late.. Also toking non stop de lar. . Slacked in class.. Duhz.. Corrections also lazy to do.. Lolx.. Finally break le.. YAY~ Went canteen.. bla here bla there.. Drey smiled at Xs. FINALLY !!!!!! I'm sooooo glad!! hMmz.. Is really a wonderful feeling to see them become frens again. ( To xs and drey : Hmmz.. Forgive and forget.. Remain as frens okay? Better than have one more fren than one more enemy.. *YAY* ) Jan's so happy. !! Lolz~ Was discussing on whether to leave sch anot.. Vanei wanted us to go help he find a puppy running abt outside her hse in the morning .. -.- ~ Then we okay loh.. Left sch b4 the chinese lessons starts.. LOL~ Play truent.. Oh well, who cares rite? Teacher at china.. Heck the relieve teacher.. Anyway Yong jian say finish the wkst can go le.. SO we took and left loh.. only we go sia.. haha~ Went to her hse.. Find find but to no avail. Too bad bahz.. No fate with that doggy.. Shd be belongs to her neighbour bahZ.. Slacked at her hse then decided to go my hse. LOL~ We're mad.. Took cab to ma hse.. Saw han loon jabril they all on the way.. LEssons juz ended?! Weird.. Tot ish 12 de.. End up 12.30.. hMm .. Like we're in deep shit or smth .. Skipping class.. =x WHO CARES? It's normal .. Slacked at my hse.. Had pillow fite and blanket fite.. Lolz.. madness.. Realise nv ate anything the whole day.. Pathetic.. No mood to eat lar.. Haiz.. Dun even wanna slp.. Suan le .. -.- ~



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    2:39 AM


    -Tuning to : "Technoromance" By Floorfilla-

    Fancy me blasting techno in the middle of the nite.. Whyz not ? Techno rocks kae? Im those who hear techno de wad .. SUX LAR!!! I can`t slp again!! Every nite is the same.. Getting fucking fed up abt this man .. wad the hell ish the world cuming to?! The reality is alwiz cruel.. yea ? Muz be tinking why am i alwiz mad at nite yea? Ya.. Maybe.. The night is when so much things come into my mind.. I have decided on smth : GIVEN UP HOPES~ yea.. thats it.. Fuck manz.. Kiss my ass, world.



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    Sunday, November 02, 2003 5:06 PM


    -Tuning to : "You`re the one" By C21-

    zZz.. Insonmia last nite again.. Slept at 6 am this morn.. Woke up at 3.30 ? LoLx .. Madness man.. anyway.. managed to get back most songs.. Phew.. Forced some peeps to send me.. Lolx~ zZzz.. ROtting at hOme nOw.. Zzz zzZzz.. Surfing nEt .. Life sux.. cant iMagiNE hOls how to pass.. LOL~



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