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    ♥♥ My words makes sense all the times, at least that's how I feel. I take pleasure in holding the camera, owning the things I love & good food. I love cats, that's for sure. And I believe in deciding my own fate.




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    Wednesday, November 05, 2003 4:40 AM


    ____ currently playing * Closer to me \ 5ive

    Haiz.. Can't sleep as usual.. Waiting for day break.. then go sch.. Cannot dun go if not govin will probably kb.. Haiz.. So .. dunno lar.. Bth maNz.. Smsing with my buddy.. He's mad.. Also cannot slp de.. Haiz.. So bored .......... Kip editing my blog to occupy time.. ZzzZz.. Can't seem to find anything to do.. ~
    How i wish da wind out there could blow some senses into me ryte now. I'm completely in a lost.. wad da hell?! im totally devastated now and this cause a dent to ma emotions badly. Why do 2 horrible things happen at once?! Am i really the cause of everything?! I stupid or wad? hello?!! These sort of things is always happenin to ME! Why do i alwis have to suffer in silence, and hide maself in a corner and start sobbin?! im sooooo tired of this shit. This impact has implicated a drastic change in ma lyfe and ma point of views as from now on, when da tyme goes tickin away in tears. Have you ever tried fallin hard into a bottomless pit from a climax? i tell you its a painful experience. im a not an emotional freak thou. its hard for me to give ma heart away, and also hard to take it back. It alwiz turns out to be a sad ending! *sigh* And im not gonna trust others THAT EASILY anymore. Its ez to gain my trust in the past and i hates it when pple break it .. Seems that so many are doing so, oh well, i'm too stupid~ This really sux!



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