Really very tired abt everything. I'm sure you are also very tired. U claim u are going mad .. How abt me? You tink i wun? I really sick of washing my face with tears so often .. Whr's that strong janice? Why do i turn weak when it comes to you? I really dun understand .. Why are such probs arising .. ?
We're able to walk thru this tgt i can be very sure. Sorry for hurting you .. & i noe u din mean to hurt me as well . As i told u , i cant be able to control my emotions. Hope u understand .. I wanna be that perfect girl . Give ourselves sometime to cool . I l0ve ya bb .. No matter what, all these wouldn't bring us down .. ~ I hope outsiders can just simply leave ME alone . It's OUR relationship , stop giving unneccesary comments & be a nuisance . Hate me or wad i don't care. I wouldn't love u either. I only want my boy . That's it.

Worse of all , i hate pple saying "BREAK LAR!" .. Fuck man . It's none of ur business whether we remain tgt anot . Don haf to tell me what to do. Get urself a gf if u have nth better to do. ~

I want everything to move smoothly as b4 .. I really hate to feel helpless .. Knowin' i'm very pekchek yet i can't do anything much. FUCK IT !

I'll update later. After settling everything . Sigh . Sin tua sux .. ~ Pls be over soon . -_-